Aleks with a K (![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small} paperbridge) wrote,@ 2009-04-02 01:22:00 |
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Well as much as that sucked, I'm glad it didn't end up sucking as much as I thought it would. Still, NOT looking forward to how it all plays out tomorrow.
I'm taking some time for myself. Going to Boston for the weekend, do some thinking. Just need a little more time to heal and get better.
My mind is gone, but that's okay. It keeps things interesting.
But now my body is starting to fail me. And I see and feel it happening. It's actually really scary.
They told me about the things that may / will happen. I never thought I would ever hear of such things with regards to myself. At least not so soon. It's amazing how fast your body can fall apart.
I can feel myself dying. And I have no desire to die any time soon.
I'm taking some time for myself. Going to Boston for the weekend, do some thinking. Just need a little more time to heal and get better.
My mind is gone, but that's okay. It keeps things interesting.
But now my body is starting to fail me. And I see and feel it happening. It's actually really scary.
They told me about the things that may / will happen. I never thought I would ever hear of such things with regards to myself. At least not so soon. It's amazing how fast your body can fall apart.
I can feel myself dying. And I have no desire to die any time soon.
